- Someone's Story Book -

New Semester?

2009-05-31T06:22:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow will be a new start... 3rd year 1st semester...
But Soo Mun is unhappy... Sob... *Depressed*

Can everyone stays? God bless us please...

Thank You RL...

2009-05-13T02:32:00.000-07:00

Always said
I would know where to find love
Always thought
I’d be ready and strong enough
But sometimes
I just felt I could give up
But you came
And you changed my whole world now
I’m somewhere
I’ve never been before
Now I see
What love means
It’s so unbelievable
And I don’t wanna let it go
It’s something so beautiful
Flowing down like a waterfall
I feel like you’ve been
Forever a part of me
And it’s so unbelievable
To finally be in love
Somewhere I never thought I’d be
In my heart in my head
It’s so clear now
Hold my hand
You’ve got nothing to fear now
I was lost
And you rescued me somehow
I’m alive
I’m in love you complete me
And I’ve never been here before
Now I see
What love means
It’s so unbelievable
And I don’t wanna let it go
It’s something so beautiful
Flowing down like a waterfall
I feel like you’ve been
Forever a part of me
And it’s so unbelievable
To finally be in love
Somewhere I never thought I’d be
When I think of what I have
And this chance I nearly lost
I can’t help but breakdown
And cry
Oh yeah
Break down and cry
Oh, oh yeah
It’s so unbelievable
And I don’t wanna let it go
It’s something so beautiful
Flowing down like a waterfall
I feel like you’ve been
Forever a part of me
And it’s so unbelievable
To finally be in love
Somewhere I never thought I’d be
Now I see
What love means

Dialled the first 999 in my life...

2009-04-18T00:21:00.000-07:00

Was doing revision in mum's room in the afternoon... Feel so sleepy... So hot some more...

While I was nearly fall asleep... Suddenly i heard sister shouted "Where is this smoke came from? Fire?!!!" This really wakes me up...

Went out to the gate and see, oh my God! So smoky outside, and the smell was so strong...

"What is the number? I need number to make report..." At that time I really don't know what number to dial... "999!" Ya, 999... The receptionist was quite efficient... She passed me to the fire department in a short time...

And that time, mum and sister went downstairs to inform other neighbours to leave their houses...

"Taman mana? Nombor rumah? Jalan mana?" Ahhh... Why so many questions??? When I turned back... Nobody at home anymore... That's really make me nervous... "Nombor HP Cik?" That time I already can't tell my number properly... The voice also "lembik" already...

After hung up, I was thinking what to bring with me... Need to bring along my notes? Ah... What if... What if... I just bring along my notes and purse and I leave home...

Oh gosh, the staircase was so dusty... And the neighbours are all downstairs... Those uncles and aunties were busy discussing there... But I really don't know what happened... So many questions in my mind... "How come so dusty? Where was the fire? Is it safe to go home?"

When the firemen were here, those uncles and aunties talked to them... 3rd sister just back from work... And I just sit in her car... So hot outside!!!

After that the florist told us that the fuels were caught fire before the firemen reach here... And her shop assistants had extinguished the fire with fire extinguisher... That's why the staircase was so dusty... The uncle told us luckily this never happen at night... Or else the consequences will be really... "disaster"...

Ahh... That's really a scary experience... Do not hope to experience that anymore... I just hope that everyone can be safe staying here...

Back to School?

2009-04-12T21:05:00.000-07:00

Nah... Today we just had our taxation revision class from 8.30am to 9.00am in school... What ler... purposely go to school for half an hour... *sweat*

After that, Ms. Too asked me to accompany her to terminal putra to buy bus tickets... Oh yea, our semester break one day trip to Genting Highland... By the way, we can't buy the ticket so early, can only buy one week before we go... Duh, wait lor... Buy later in May...

Then, we proceed to TARC... Oww... I miss TARC... It has changed a lot a lot... Can see that the lecture halls had been renovated... New chairs... New long tables... Hehe, but I still prefer those old benches... Remind me of those days... We conteng the tables... Draw our sakai faces on the last day we were in school... Lol... Shhh... Still wondering... Why TARC doesn't provide degree courses? If not I will stay here for my degree! *Sobs*

Nah... The happy moment... Lunch time! Ehhh... I miss that pan mee stall we used to go last time, nearby Wangsa Maju LRT station... I always kacau Ms. Too to bring me there... At last, I am here... But it has been shifted to a shop... Erm... SSL Noodle is it? I have forgotten the name... Hehe... Now they have menu somemore... Upgrade already huh... Erm, so I ordered that Spicy Pan Mee lor... Always eat that during Diploma time... Erm... The taste has been changed... A LOT! So different! Eh, I still prefer the "old" taste lah... Perhaps they have changed the management? Ish...

After the few hours of Setapak and Wangsa trip, Ms. Too brought me home lu... *Fighting*

Baby

2009-03-28T07:30:00.000-07:00

Baby... We will be seeing you on this coming Thursday (2 April 2009)...
Leng and Baby... Please be safe...

*waiting waiting*

Nobody

2009-03-25T03:04:00.001-07:00

10 Questions about ****

a nobody.

u seems to not exist in that _ _ _ _.
if u want to _ _ _ _ the person u have to work hard to.

Lol...

Heaven?

2009-03-23T04:32:00.000-07:00

Nah... Where is heaven...?
Is that place far enough away from Earth?
Is that place nice?
Can I rest peacefully there...?
Haha... Anyone can bring me there...?
To that place... called... "Heaven"?

- The End -

2009-03-13T23:27:00.000-07:00

Is there anymore story behind the page...?
The answer will be... "NO".
That's the end of it... End of the story...
Her heart could not take it anymore...
As she can't afford to be hurt...

Thank you very much for writing few pages... in her story book...
The words will be forgotten one day...
The images will be forgotten...
The memories... The time spent together... Will be deleted from her memory... One day...
When time passes by...

Yea... Be tough girl...
You will be alright...
Be tough...

I am sorry... And THANK YOU...

2009-03-12T22:50:00.000-07:00

Assignments assignments assignments...

Broke down of printer last minute... That is really a disaster...
Thus... I was assigned to do the finalization of all the assignments...
Lol... What can I do...
I was tired... Really tired...
But in my mind... I tell myself that I can do it...
So... Let's do it... The finalization of 4 assignments...

Nah... The problematic part... Audit assignment...
Transferring files has taken a long time... 15 projects... With 57 files...
The margins... Formatting... Are so messy... When it reaches me...
Lol, I just laughing at myself when I see this... Gonna be mad at this...
I need to edit the files... Adjusting the margins and formats... Which I am really hectic about it...

Ziii... Ziii... Ziii... The printing speed was so slow... And I need to flip the papers manually for duplex printing... The progress was really slow... What time now...? I am just printing project 3...? Starting to feel worrying... And I was really stress... Lol... What happened...?Tears started to roll down... Haha... Can you be a bit tougher? Why are you so weak...? Lol, mumbled to Robert while printing my things... Thank you for cheering and accompanying me until i complete my work...

And the most "happy" part... My printer ran out of ink... Lol... This is really a "good" news for me... I still have 6 more projects to go... Around 100+ pages... How? The only solution... Ask for help... I am sorry brother... I woke you up at 6 something in the morning... Yeah... He saved me... I can continue my work...

At last... 200+ pages work was ready... I have completed my work... Around 7am... And Ms. Too was here to collect the assignments hard copy... Raining out there... When I went down to pass on the work... The staircase seem floating when i walk on them... Lol...

Feel so comfortable when the rain fall... Nah... No need umbrella... The rain was just nice for me... Haha... May release some stress in me?

Nah... After tidying up my stuff... Bath... And had maggi for my breakfast... sms Lay Yoke and Jonathan... Yeah... 9.30am... Its time to sleep...

12.45pm... Ya... Finished class? I sms my team mates and asked how's everything... The respond is not really positive... They were adding and removing some parts in the assignment... The additional questions' answers for my part were not included in... OMG!!! The file (the part done by me) sent by Yin was not the updated ones... And i was not aware of it... Until i checked just now... It was my fault... For being so blur... I should have checked it properly... I am really sorry... Really really sorry... And thank you, my team mate... I know you guys had done a great job... And I am really happy and appreciated your effort... And thank you for being my team mate... I love you guys... And thanks to my printer... Without you... I can't complete my work... Thank you for your co-operation...

Let's work harder... For next week mid term tests... Good luck everyone...

Me?

2009-03-12T22:46:00.000-07:00

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

最幸福的事

2009-03-08T09:43:00.000-07:00

你撑着雨伞借我那次

已经足够我记得一辈子

我懂後来你不是不坚持

爱情本来就没万无一失

泪水离开了你的手指

那不如让它流在这信纸

我想女孩子最贴心的是

让爱的人选结束的方式

我最幸福的事当过你的天使

趁鼻酸能掩饰让我们像当时拥抱最後一次

最幸福的事吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势

为挚爱的人在左边心口保留位置是最幸福的事

可惜爱不是童话故事

不能够永远依赖着王子

才慢慢认识只剩两个字

我怎麽忍心为难你解释

我最幸福的事当过你的天使

趁鼻酸能掩饰让我们像当时拥抱最後一次

最幸福的事吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势

为挚爱的人在左边心口保留位置是最幸福的事

那一阵子有你美得不像现实

多高兴每一幕都微笑着静止

我最幸福的事牵着你的日子

一段爱从开始直至分开我们都对彼此诚实

最幸福的事对那片海用力大喊永远的样子

想得起的事那天和你傻笑着认识是最幸福的事

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最幸福的事...

- 我有一个好妈妈...虽然不是亲生的,我很感谢她一直以来的疼爱... 你是全世界最好的人... 我爱你, 妈妈...
- 我有几个可爱的姐姐和弟弟... 谢谢你们让我撒娇和欺负... (哈哈, 谁叫我是最小的妹妹...?) 我永远爱你们...
- 我有一些很好很好的朋友... 你们的好... 我是知道的... 要永远在一起哦... 爱你们...
- 小夜... 曾经是我很好的朋友... 我还记得你... 希望你过得很好...
- 还有你... 谢谢你这几个月的照顾... 关心... 让我欺负你... 我也爱你... 祝福你早日找到幸福...

- 有健康的身体... 健全的肢体... 就要感到感谢了...
- 能坐在教室里上课... 也很幸福...
- 每天不用挨饿... 不用饥渴...

你幸福吗？比起那么多不幸的人...
别再怨天怨地了...
Learn to appreciate what you are... And what you are having now...

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2009-03-07T19:05:00.000-08:00

I can see, some things are important for you...
They always follow where you go... Always...

Haha... Why do you care about it?
That's other people's privacy...
None of your business...

Baby

2009-02-19T06:45:00.000-08:00

So fast... Leng has pregnant for 7 months already... Woah...

Her stomach is so big now... (heavy heavy) But still fit... Hehe... Thanks to my daddy's gene...

Just now... When we were chatting... I saw Leng's stomach is "moving"! (should I use this word? haha...)

Perhaps my little nephew was streching his arms and legs... (*mummy's stomach is too small for me lah... aww...*)

When i placed my hands on the stomach... I can feel the baby's moving... Haha... The feeling is weird... (Curious + happy + excited...)

Then try to talk to the baby... (hmm... can he hears me?) Asking him to remember my voice... So that he will let me cuddle next time... Ho Ho Ho... Aunty brings you see gold fish... (This aunty sot sot de...)

Baby ah baby... You must grow healthily in mummy's stomach ya...

We are looking forward to your birth...

*waiting waiting*

Lost

2009-02-04T08:14:00.000-08:00

What am I doing here?
Did I make a wrong decision?
Am I really serious about it?
Should I go on with that? Or... Should I give up...?
Argh,,, I don't know what am I thinking...
Don't wanna think about that anymore... No no no...
Concentrate... concentrate on my studies now...

God please help me...
Let me get rid of...

Je t'aime

2009-01-23T05:35:00.000-08:00

"I Love You..." Haha... You know what does this sentence means?
When you say this sentence, do you really mean it?
If no, please do not tell anyone that you love him / her...

You said you love me...
Maybe... you are just bored... you need someone to talk to...
Maybe... you are looking for a spare tyre... to replace someone in your heart... when she leaves you?
Maybe... you are fooling around? just for fun?
Maybe... you are looking for a substitute? to fill in your empty heart when your are lonely? or when you miss her?
Maybe... you think that i am a dumb? silly girl? too nice to be cheated?
Maybe... you think that i am robot? no feeling? will not be hurt?

Haha... Too much maybe's in my mind...
I don't know...
What are you thinking...
I am not a mind reader...
Please be honest with yourself... and me... and... her...

I am not a toy...
I have a heart... Not a strong one... Maybe a very weak and fragile heart...
Why am i feeling hurt? Why my tears are rolling down...?

Please be honest...
STOP saying you love me if you DO NOT mean it...
I hate liars... too...

Blood Donation

2008-10-20T03:24:00.000-07:00

"Blood donation campaign...!!! Come come come and donate blood~ Here are the requirements... Benefits... Lalala~" The FAU blood donation campaign committees will come in to the lecture hall and promote the campaign... Well, that was in TARC... While Yen, Za and I will participate to be the helpers in the hall... Looking at people... donate their blood... *Geli-nya* Nah, I never donate blood before as... I was not qualified that time... Everytime also kena aunty visits... *Sad*

Ei ei... I saw the blood donation campaign banner at the South court in UTAR wor... 20th October!!! Good, I guess won't kena "that day" gua... So I was so "beria-ia" and ask Yun Li and Zhan to go together on Monday~ Wakaka...

We were given a form to fill up our particulars and health history at the entrance... Then test the pressure and weight... The doctor looked at the weighing machine and said, "You just met the minimum required weight..." "Yeah~!" "Tell the nurse if you feel dizzy ya...?" I was like... Sure no problem lah... I am healthy baby~ Hehe... *Perasan betul*

Erm... When i enter the blood donation area, I noticed that the area was quite limited compared to TARC... So, I have to wait beside for empty seat... There, Zhan was half way donating blood... While Yun Li was shifting seat, the nurse was poking poking the needle to find her vein, I saw her face was pale and I think she felt like crying already... Ahh... How come so scary??? I started to feel worry and feel like running away that time... "Ah moi, come sit here..." "Woah... My turn my turn!!!" *Nervous*

I sat down and placed my right hand on the chair... *Ahhh!!! Why right hand? Later I have to copy notes!!!* As my left hand's vein can be seen easily compared to my right hand, I try to pursue the nurse to shift me to another chair...

Me: Erm... I think my left hand's vein can be found easier...
Nurse: It is ok, just hold the ball tight then I will find the vein...
Me: Oh... *Alamak, why like that... I want left hand lah...*

No choice lor... What the nurse asked me to do i just "Oh..." and follow her instructions... Then, the GELI part... The nurse poked the needle in... *Ouch... Felt a bit pain* I know my face expression was "funny" that time as I was really S-C-A-R-E!!! Then the helper came near and asked me not to scare... *Blushed*

After a few minutes *I guess? I never see my watch*, the nurse collected my blood bag... "Alamak! Why your hand is so cold?" "Scare..." *Blushed again*

Then met up Zhan and Yun Li outside lu... Get the certificate and refreshment... And rush rush rush to lecture class... Wahaha... We were late for class... Sorry ya miss...

My very FIRST time donating blood experience in UTAR... Erm... Not bad... At least done something meaningful lor... *Happy happy*

New Semester - Tomorrow!

2008-10-12T03:11:00.000-07:00

Exam exam exam! Jo-ey will be having her final exam starting tomorrow... As her aunty... I was given that responsiblity to be her tuition teacher... Wahaha... Well, i am not really good in giving tuition... Especially kids! Ah!! Reminds me of my part time job as a teacher in kintergarten... Tuition teacher in Ms. Ling's house... Night mare... Yet sweet dreams... Haha... You know, kids - no matter how naughty, they are still cute... *Ch-eh, shiok sendiri pulak*

Sunday, Monday, Tuesday... Nah nah nah... Which day you like the most? For me, I love Fridays! Why? - The next day will be Saturday, no class, Hooray!! *lazy-nya* But when the same question goes to little Jo-ey, the answer is a bit - uh uh... Different! "I love... Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday!" "Uh? Why?" "Because I will be having PJ session on Tue, computer class on Wed, and art class on Thurs! *smiling face*" Ah ya, i was not an active girl in primary school *Regret-nya* Ah no no no... No time for upset...

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So fast my 3 weeks holidays past... First semester's result was out... Few of my friends might need to shift to main campus, or other institutes... Really sad for that... My friend, never never give up ok? Sotong is here, cheer you up when you need a shoulder to lean de oh... *haik haik haik!!*

Tomorrow will be starting new semester, the second semester... Although some might feel upset for the first semester result... But... Nobody can give up ah! Wo-ah! No time for giving up... *Life's too short, live life to the fullest - woah!* No more playing, fooling around everyday already lah... *Serious serious* Let's add oil yea everyone~! Work hard together! *Of course play hard for the right time - hehe...* We can do it ya ya!!

p.s. Miss you guys, can't wait to see you guys tomorrow... ^^

Mamma Mia!

2008-10-06T21:13:00.000-07:00

Oh ya it's holiday! Lets go for movie!

"Mamma Mia! Here I go again. My my, how can i resist you?"

Yaya... How can i resist you? i wanna watch Mamma Mia! Haha...

This story started of with a song... "I have a dream" by Sophie... Oh my... the voice is so... sweet and clear! *fall in love with it*

Nah, this girl Sophie is actually a bride-to-be... She is staying together with her mother - Donna, in a beautiful island... But wait! Where is her dad? Nah nah... Sophie has never met him before. A sneak-peak at Donna's diary, she found that Donna had 3 lovers before she was born. She secretly invites 3 of them to her wedding...

Here, lots of funny and touching scenes in the movie... I like Donna's friends - Rosie and Tanya! Both of them are closed friends of Donna... Shows caring to Donna when Donna cried in wash room... Haha, but end up with funny scene - nah, this is the lesson "do not sneak peak when your friend crys in wash room".

Ah ya! Super Trouper! Here, the 3 ladies - Donna, Tanya and Rosie perform on the wedding eve... Cool... I guess I can't wear those boots with high heels and dance when i am at their age... *cough cough*

In the movie, Donna loves her daughter more than anything *cheh... what I feel lor* She felt sad *or i should say touched?* when her daughter is getting married (ah... maybe leaving her to another place... *sad*) Singing "Slipping through my Fingers" here... *Sob... Feel like crying...*

At the end, Donna gets together with Sam, her true love... *Wahaha, i think he is the most leng zai among the 3 guys... But Yen not agree with me... Cheh...*

Yaly told me that Meryl Streep (Donna) said that she was very tired for this movie... Haha... I think that's really true - dancing, singing, jumping high, jumping to the sea... But it all worth it... Haha... I guess everyone watching this movie will really enjoy it!

Hoho, Yen and I shiok sendiri clapping and cheering there after the movie... Wahaha... Well done movie!! Love it! Mamma Mia!!! Looking forward to "High School Musical 3"!!! Hohoho~~~